Tuesday, July 6, 2010




hmm not sure if i should upload on fb. :s
Life is okay
Of course everyday there are ups and downs
but theres always someone there to make me feel better
ITS MY BIRTHDAY IN 5 DAYS
WOOT WOOT




I miss the old days :(
&& were starting to run out of things to say
i'm starting to get worried.
i'm starting to hear the silence
:(

Alright
last time i checked you call me your best-friend?
yet you never have any fucken time for me
everything is more important than me
and you ditch everyones birthdays
i told you about mine what 2 months ago
you promised you wouldn't be busy
but your missing out on half of it
your starting to become nothing to me

Monday, July 5, 2010

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me

The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, wherever she may be

I'm not coming back (forgive me)
I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak (I'm not calling, I'm not calling)
But you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt, now the rain is just (You're driving me crazy, I'm)
Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
From so many thousands of feet off the ground, I'm over you now
I'm at home in the clouds, and towering over your head
Damn, just found a photo of me and you
Just heard a tune we used to make love to
Them were the days when you were my baby
I thought my life was perfect
But you weren’t real with me
You made yourself suspect to the point I couldn’t trust you
You pissed me off everyday
All we did was argue
You was the issue
You stressed me out to the point I can’t breathe


And it’s sad to see so much has changed
It’s crazy
All I can say
Girl, it could’ve been you
It hurts to know
Cuz a part of me still cares, girl
It’s strange, coulda been a better way
Girl, it could’ve been you
It could’ve been you
You know it should’ve been you
It’s too late, girl


I dislike this very much.
Why am i thinking about the future
Why don't i take each day as it comes
Why am i so scared to take risks
Why am i so scared to get hurt when i know i'm strong enough to overcome anything
Because i know your the only thing in this world that can break me
and that is what really terrifies me

Sunday, July 4, 2010

OMG
Can't you fucken realize no he does not like your fake cake face friend
get over it
just cause he chose me over her woopty fucken doo
your just making your self bad cause you obviously care
get over it
Fine don't tell me then.

Saturday, July 3, 2010





Cause being at club makes me very bored =.=
i tell you the truth and you have to ask my friend what i said to her?
um?

Friday, July 2, 2010

I LOVE TAHNEE TOO MUCH BABY

nobody will ever love you like i do, i promise ♥

No body will ever understand what you were to me.
listening to already taken by Trey Songz is so relaxing

Thursday, July 1, 2010

i text you, bc i miss you. when i don't, i'm waiting for you to miss me.
thats it.
next time i see you online
im going to say hey its been a while. hru?
i need to know what you've been up to, where you have been, whats been happening.
No i cant admit to you that i miss you that i wish we were still close
but as long as i know your alright i'm happy.
I remember you saying you will be back when everythings all good
why am i making the first step
ill never know
but i have to do it






CAUSE I HAD TO BE MY BIRDS DOCTOR AND DISTRACT HER FROM THE PAIN :(
I'm not saying its your fault
Although you could have done more
Oh you're so naive yet so
How could this been done
By such a smiling sweetheart.
Ohh and your sweet and pretty face
In such an ugly world
Something so beautiful.
Ohh that every time I look inside

Planning my birthday
:)
ok so like my bird hurt her wing. and its bleeding
D:
Im really worried my mum doesnt wanna waste money to take her to the vet
but i dont want it to be in pain
so im being her doctor and trying to keep her distracted from the pain
untill my dad gets home
stay strong melodie (YN)

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

he's just a friend..
I want you to go
i want you to have fun
i don't want you to stop your life for me
i don't want you to make me your highest priority
I want you to get on with your life
Please I've been down this road before
i dont want you to make the mistake
please just do it for me

Buy bikini like that for summer. I love the blue yumyum


Also I LOVE DYLAN BROCHADO (L)

yes i get jealous easily but it's a proof that i dont want to lose u (l)

im hungry -.-
hiding something?
come back i miss you
:(
i saw u, i wanted u, i got u, i liked u, i loved u, i lost u, i miss u
Liar
!
Name: Michelle
Middle Name: Clara
Birthday: 12/07/95
Eyes: Brown
Hair: Brown
Fav color: Black and Green
Day/Night: Night
Fave Food: Chicken :)

FRIENDS AND LIFE

Do you ever wish you had another name? Nopee
Do you like anyone? Yes
Which one of your friends acts the most like you? Um none :)
Who's the loudest? me or olivia haha
Who have you known the longest of your friends? Umm
Who's the shyest: Melanie
Are you close to any family members? Nope
When you cried the most: I cry all the time
What's the best feeling in the world: love :)
Worst Feeling: trauma

FINISH EACH SENTENCE:

Let's walk on the: Beach
Let's run through: The wind
Let's look at the: Couple getting jiggy with it under that tree haha
What a nice: ass
Where did all the: Sluts go :s
Why can't you: Just be normal
Silly, little: Ya mum
Tell me: do you like gobby?

HAVE YOU:

Ran away from home: Yes
Pictured your crush naked: Yes
Skipped school: Yess
Broken someone's heart: Yes :(
Been in love: Yes
Cried when someone died: Yes
Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Yes
Done something embarrassing: Yess
Done a drug: Cigarette a drug? then yes
Cried in school: Yes

RANDOM

Your Good Luck Charm: Ella
Person You Hate Most: Ummm
Best Thing That Has Happened: Meeting him
Ice Cream: is goooooodd

WHO

Makes you laugh the most: um all my friends
Has A Crush On You: Ya mum
Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Yes

HAVE YOU EVER

Fallen for your best friend?: Yes
Made out with JUST a friend?: Yes
Kissed two people in the same day?: Yess
Had sex with two different people in the same day?: um no!
Been rejected: eh ?
Been in love?: Yes
Been used?: Yes
Done something you regret?:
Cheated on someone?:
Been called a tease:

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

You touched?: Mummy
You talked to on the phone?: Dylan
You hugged?: Um mum?
You instant messaged?: Tahnee
You kissed?: :(
You yelled at?: Mum
Who text messaged you?: Dylan
Who broke your heart?: gr!
Who told you they loved you?: Dylan
ZOMG I LOVE HER HAIR
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE
Mum let me die my hair black
:)


http://www.supre.com.au/NEON--PRINTED-CHIFFON-PONCHO-TOP.aspx?p27350

please god can that dress and that top appear in my wardrobe now!
thanks
much appreciated
:)

And I get to the point where
All I wanted for for us to make up
But its not that easy
Cause girl you move on so quickly
Keeping a boy like me at the edge of his seat

And I know everything you do
Is all about your perfect image
Well I hope this song
It helps your image

hmmm..
Number 1. I help you i expect help back. I always ask what's wrong, all i ask is for a simple how are you time to time. but of course your to worried about chicks -.-

Number 2. You only talk to me when you have problems with girls or your that bored. You see me 5 days a week yet you cant spend at least 5 minutes talking to me without just walking off. and half the time you go over 3 weeks without talking to me and all the sudden you reckon its okay to just come back when your bored again -.-

Number 3. I'm still waiting..where are you? :S

You know people ask why i care, but it's always good to know someones there thats not the usual.
ON THE PHONE TO DYLAN BROCHADO :)
Apart of my daily routine now :)
Well done.
Coming out of your mouth its funny.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010




Im Furious/Irritated.
Refs this year are fucken shit, they should all get sacked.
Mistake after mistake after mistake.
How much was spain paying the Argentinian ref
oh i wonder.
You know this has been happening for to long and it is way to obvious.
Ronaldo gets pushed, no foul? wtf?
Countrys getting robbed.
We can't watch normal soccer anymore because refs are obviously taking sides and not taking there fucken jobs seriously.
Spain good luck to you.
But if you win this world cup which i doubt, you will always have to remember you got through by an offside goal.

Portugal just keep your head held high! You have got robbed way to many times and atleast you know how to play real soccer without cheating. Yes you made some mistakes and coach isn't the best but one day you will win and the whole world will be surprised.
Ronaldo just seriously stop caring about the fame and money and step up for your country and show us why your our captain.

EURO 2012 BABY I CAN'T WAIT!


wanna make me feel anymore bad?
Your making it worse..
um?
right now is not the time to piss me off -.-
just gonna count down to 2012 euro cup.
Hopefully Ronaldo will be injured :)


Portugal=Unlucky, you tried your best. You are just not ready yet.
Ronaldo=Prick :) I refuse to ever admire your looks ever again until you fucken do something for your country you seriously are pathetic. I see all of the players putting there heart and soul into the game but then there is you walking around the fucken ground and only time i actually notice you is when your on the floor begging for a free kick yet you fucken dont even do anything with the free kick. Go home Ronaldo. You don't even deserve to be called Portuguese.
Dear god
i know i have done a lot of things that arnt good
but im willing to do anything
just for portugal to score 1 goal
thats all i want 1 goal
please
:(
FORCA PORTUGAL.

P.s A letter for Ronaldo
Maybe if you ran after the ball and didn't sit on your ass complaining that you didn't get a free kick you would kick a goal.
Now work some magic please.
And come on Portugal!!!
Orange juice and tim tams <3
i think ive got an obsession with orange juice now :|
yumyumyum
Mhmm..
Every night up in the club
getting money with the thugs
starting out falling in love
Then there was you

And I don't want to be a player no more
Every night in the club tricking with different girl
thought id never fall in love
Then I met you
Girl you changed my mind

One look and just one touch
And I knew she was the girl for me like no other I had seen
They say that I'm tripping
But I know what I want
This girl here is different she
got something that they don't

She might be my lover
She makes me want no other
She don't care if I go to
the strip club...Cuz she want to go to ;)

I never met a girl like you that makes me want to settle down
They showin me they booty
( I'm already taken )
Theres a lot of girls up in this club
( But baby I'm taken )




thanks..
its all about you
i just wanna give up
I know from experience it takes a long time to forget your mistakes
but if someone is there always reminding you of them
just makes life so much harder and harder
Baby I'm Happy You're Home,
Let Me Hold You In My Arms
I Just Want To Take The Stress Away From You
Making Sure That I'm Doing My Part
Boy Is There Something You Need Me To Do
If You Want It
Say The Word
I Know Whatever I'm Not Fulfilling
Another Woman Is Willing
I'm Going To Fulfill Your Mind, Body, And Spirit

I Promise You
I'll Keep Myself Up
Remain The Same Chick
You Fell In Love With
I'll Keep It Tight, I'll Keep My Figure Right
I'll Keep My Hair Fixed, Keep Rocking The Hottest Outfits
When You Come Home Late Tap Me On My Shoulder, I'll Roll Over
Baby I Heard You, I'm Here To Serve You
If It's Love You Need, To Give It Is My Joy
All I Want To Do, Is Cater To You Boy